Well... I was playing with different names for my blog. I found plenty of nice blogs in that way. It was quite amazing and very creative to invent a good name ('agoodname' also tested) and then to find out what someone has done with another great title. However it was quite weary indeed.
Ok. I think the 'Willingness' is OK. It's also a good and brief description of my personality. Sometimes I think the willingness is my power. Of course I am lazy. I'm not self-organized. My room is hardly tidy and I'm not always shaved. But in fact I can find a huge willingness in me. The will is my power, and I can overcome a lot of problems to be or to get someone/something I want to. I realized there is no limit. The only limit I have is in my mind. Like everything else. Once you become really aware of this idea - you win the battle.
I can better explain it. When I was a child I was told I haven't knack for music. I was unable to sing or to play an instrument at all. They said I hadn't got an ear for music. I believed that. I also believed other things my parents or teachers used to say. So I was poor for math, I have no skill for drawing or painting. Perhaps it sounds weird but I thought it was true. But it wasn't of course. However the years have passed until I discovered I had been misled.
I tried everything I was told I had no skill to. I became in sequence: a photographer (I was studying it), a painter and graphics designer (I was a founder member of an advertising agency where I was a web and graphics designer), a musician and a composer (I write music works for years and play electric guitar). As to the music I became really devoted to it. In a certain moment of life music was all I was seeing - all my future. Next, I was good at maths and all science. And the computer science was my passion from the very first childhood. I loved all things with a screen and keys as a child: calculators, electronic wristwatches, first Atari, then first i386 and so on. I was really good at logics so the programming was easy for me. I started with Atari Basic, then tried Turbo Basic and Pascal on PC. Now, I'm studying IT and becoming a programmer. A really good one I hope.
But I understood that I can be whatever I want to. And it's not something special. It's not a gift as to the chosen one. The only barrier is the willingness. If I had chosen music I would have been a good musician or composer. If I had chosen an art school I would have become a good painter or drawer. I've tried also poetry and writing, etc.
What's really curious I'm not a genius. Everyone has the same brain. More or less of course but the dissimilarities are insignificant in my opinion. The same body means the same ability. Everything but this is in the mind. And the willingness is the solution on how to get to it.
